From the recording Falling Down
Lyrics
The weight of the world is at home on my shoulders again
And I’m made to blame by the demon that lives in my head
I wish I could silence it, I give in to it instead
I let it take over again
I start falling
I keep falling
Always falling down
Over and over again
Each morning I swear I won’t let it take me again
I try to be calm but it pulls me under and then
The panic sets in and I lose my grip on what’s real
I’m ashamed of the way that I feel
I keep falling
Always falling
I keep falling down
Over and over again
I should do better
But I just surrender instead
The spiral takes over me
Terror takes hold of me yet
I’m not just falling
I’m crawling and clawing my way back up
I keep falling
Always falling
But I don’t give up
I keep on getting up
I keep falling
Always falling
I keep falling down
But I get up again